Gastric By Pass I finally did It.....

Well, I finally did it!!!! On the 6Th Of April I did the Gastric By Pass and WOW!!! It is a Life changing event I say, also My life and feelings have changed in this whole ordeal, and its wonderful, all I can say is that this is the most wonderful time of my life. And needless to say, that I now have a second chance at my life, I thank God for that everyday that I wake up.

Well the healing has begun, and it is not easy at all, but there are some great friends that I truly care about and that has been there for me since I started going through this I want to say to them Thanks for being there for me through this and I love you all. And for my family, I love you all and thank you for being there for me I appreciate all of you for helping me at this time and your love and support and always being there for me. Now when healing begins I truly understand when you go through the healing after surgery and Wow it is hard work, the first 10 days you have to do clear liquids for that time until the follow up appointment then soft foods, then it is like retraining yourself to eat all over again. to be continued......Blessed be...

Here is my side of the story about my children....And to my wonderful boys please read this

to my wonderful boys,

here is what i went through with my reason why that i could not visit you at this time, it was due to the last court that i went to, i went there and as soon as they lied about me then i went out of court to go home then i started having an anxiety attack, then i had to get home where i am now, but if anyone in the system lied about me to u, then they lied and that is all about them and the money they collect on each child, the money don't go to me at all. But all i can say is that i love you all very much.but i hope that this helps you, and i will be here to answer anything u want to ask me. I love u.

your mother,

Gianna

My new Cat her name is Princess.....

This is my Princess, she can be a handful at times but between her and Rocky, they are wonderful Cats to have around, But I wonder sometimes about how they act.
They get their Moods, and then they settle down when they want to be, But over all, I love them both.

my kitten is doing wonderful now and so am I....

My 17 week old Kitten Rocky WOW!! What a ham when he poses
for the camera....

Rocky and I We are a wonderful

family together...WOW we are

quite a Pair LOL!!!!

My New Hairstyle I like it!!!!

My Kitten and I are doing quite well, you can tell by our amazing pics indeed, and now since i have found the new me today, I have found that my family and I are doing better now since we have adapted each other quite nicely (meaning my 17 week old kitten named Rocky and what a ham when he poses for cameras). All I can say is that he is a wonderful asset to my family and he is like a son to me, and I will protect him at any way I can, well as for myself, I have a new style which you can tell in the latest short hairstyle in my pic, I seem to like to just make it short and run my fingers in it and go, as I like to deal with my hair these days, I just have too many bad things i am dealing with in my life, and ex-boyfriend who keeps calling me, so on this week Monday, i will have all of my phone numbers changed for good, that way I will finally have some peace of mind in my life, and so my adventure continues, as I don't date anymore due to my health issues that I have at this time, and since my ex-boyfriend gave me what he had, I do blame myself for what happen to me, and I do blame him as well,so after all of this I decided, to say the hell with dating it is not worth it for me, not anymore in my life,

all I need is friends and I cant rely on the fair-weather friends as we call them, and I don't like acquaintances on those kinds of friends due to using me is all I don't need them either, so all I can say is that I only need my family and that's all, and besides the friends that I already knew

So let me know how the pics are, and until the next time I blog in here.

Blessed Be....

Happy New Years....and more....

Happy New Years to all...and there is more to my life now, I have a 10 week old Kitten, and his name is Rocky, he is a wonderful, playful Little kitten, and I love him dearly, he is a part of my life now, also I am single again, I was seeing a man which I found out that he was no good to either myself or my household, so I said he had to go! and now I am my own woman again, thanks to my new kitten he helps me to be the bright part of my day, and I love him for this.
I want to deal with my life my own way, and by my own right in my life now, so if things were wrong in my life I will get them back in order now. Without any threats of my ex-boyfriend, justice will soon come to him in natures way and time I believe this in my wiccan ways in my faith, this is what I want in my life. Now I have my life to consider at this moment, healing my mental and emotional part of me as well as the physical aspects of my life. So all i have to say is this: I am woman....in natures way justice will be served...in Karmas way.

My new journey in october 1st

I am going to my new place of my own, and this will help me get my own life back as well as my freedom, I am as well doing things on my own, and it will be better for my own needs, and as well to better my life in my future. This will my wonderful journey of my life.

The New Place I am living in Now.......

The move was great, and I really enjoy having my roommate she is wonderful, and we are getting along beautifully the place is great, very quiet here, peaceful for myself, and I'm very comfortable in this place I call home, even if I do miss my folks I still care about them dearly I will always have them as my parents, the move was in January 2007, I am very peaceful in my own mind, heart, body, and soul just to keep my own way of life in check, I will still be able to handle things in my life to say the least, well I have good things going my way for now, but still no stable person in my life yet, I guess I will never be with someone, and be alone for a long time but who knows yet. Time will tell indeed so lets find out how this year will turn up, so far I have not seen my kids and then no one in my life so far, then I feel like a dead woman walking indeed. So yet, I feel this way but I guess that I will find out soon enough what will happen in my life indeed, until next time I write in here soon.
Ciao for now.......