Well things in my life has changed quite a bit, indeed making new friends in my life, dealing with adjustments in my life, dealing with my kids, and trying to deal with me, WOW say this 20 times fast, oh well, I have learned that you can not change or please everyone all the time, all I can do is change myself and stay in the moment thats all I can do, and if everyone does not like me, all I can say is fraken bite me, I am not here to please the entire universe, I am here to be myself, and to be here for my kids and my love ones besides my friends. Nothing or no one else will come in between that, or everything that I have worked hard for in my life that I treasure will not be in vain, that I guarantee you this. My life is my own, my family is mine indeed, the love and care for my true friends and family is what I have left in my life, I will not loose this ever. All I ever want and will have is to be happy, and Damn it this will be for my family for them to have happiness in their lives, this will not be for me, only them this includes my kids first, I have lived my life the way I wanted, but still this is not about me, its about my kids, so what I will do it as I always have done for them keep my promise to my kids, be there for them always, then deal with me second so I can be there for them, and last my Family and my true friends is who I am there for, so all I am doing now is having a fufilled life as it was ment for me to in my life, nothing more and nothing less, at least if and when I die, I will know that I will have lived a satisfied and fufilled life with no regrets, or remorse for what I have lived for in my life indeed. I think of this and know it is so for my life indeed, all I can do is live my life to the fullest and live well and satisfied indeed. Well, I will be on vacation from August 4th to the 9th going to Florida, needing some time for me, and relaxation, no more fraken drama here at home within those days, at least I will have some peace within my life if I can find it, well I need to rest up for the trip but I will let you all know soon how it went, or maybe I will just keep it to myself, oh well who knows what I will do anymore. Well, until the next time I decide to blog in here. Caio to All indeed.
Peace and Hugs to all.
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