My birthday was something that was never celebrated in my life. Even as a child, I never did have the chance to, but until this day, I finally did, and I am truly blessed that I have a wonderful peaceful place in me at the moment, I thought that, my birthday was going to be the worse one this year, well I guess I was wrong, it was a calm and a peaceful inside me that no one can ever understand, but in this case, my way of things have been changing over the years, and so has my way of blogging, and being at peace is what I have at the moment, but at least next year on my birthday, I guess, it will be quite interesting indeed, but we shall see shall we?? All I can do is expect what lies for me from this day in my life, and I guess I do have my feelings to consider in all of the changes in my life, well all I can say is I must keep searching with in myself to see if I can find my true answer deep within me, and all I can say is "my life indeed will go on to the extreem fullest and treasure every moment I have left as I am living as if it was my last days on this earth, and have fun and be safe in the proccess too"
well, try saying that 3 times fast LOL, well at least my birthday was not a total loss indeed, I have been in a much calmer frame of mind within the past 2 months or so, not sure when I started feeling this way, but at least I am in control of my deepest part of what I must do with my life, and for my kids, this what I have wished for them more than myself, but I am doing it as well for not only for them, but myself as well.
All I am dealing with I did make a big wish for my birthday this year, I am not saying what the wish I made is, it is a secret, and It might not come true, so I have it deeper inside me, so the universe knows what I need in my life. Now all I can say is that I will see more of what needs to happen with me in my life, from this day on, I will deal with myself only, so I can be there for my kids, and as well as for my family and friends, so to all of the people I have met in my life so far, and are wonderful to me, I thank you all for being here when I need them the most I love you all indeed, and all I can do now is take things one second at a time in my life now more than ever, so I must go for now, but I will keep blogging in here, until next time,
caio for now indeed. caio and peace and love to all.
Caio to all.
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